What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 09 20 | Ally Klancnik

Ally Klancnik
Three Poems

I Almost Cried Watching Porn During Quarantine

Tonight kissing replaces bondage and domination
in the search bar at the top of the orange and black
haven for the horny and lonely. I simply cannot watch

ropes suffocate the skin or silicone smother her sound
when all I want to see is you kissing me, stubble
scratching my upper lip. Instead, I struggle to touch

myself as I watch a “real couple” meet in passion
and fall in love while they fuck because I only feel
the ghostly stroke of your hand down to the small

of my back, stopping to rest with fingers slightly
tucked under the hem of worn underwear. The memory
of you struggling to remove my mismatched bra

only to give up after a few tries interrupts staged
imperfections of softcore porn where an amateur
actress gazes into the camera, eyes taunting me:

Don’t you wish you were us? Turning cuddling
into a casual blowjob, punctuated with a giggle fit
after catching a glimpse in the mirror of sex-sloppy

hair and sweat-smeared mascara, you still think
I am beautiful. She’s breathless at the apex
of pleasure and I’m breathless myself as I choke

back tears. Instead of finishing, I close my laptop,
turn off the lights and fall asleep thinking of you.

“Quarantine With Me” by Call Me Karizma

A blurred photo of highway signs found on the internet, you say you are running
to me but that’s impossible because you are 250 miles away.

Brownies made for me and you sit on the stove, don’t worry, I’ll text them to you,
download the dark chocolate, and pretend to peel back the foil.

Frozen pizzas freeze deeper in our apartment, waiting to be coaxed out by our doped
up movie night munchies and cooked in cannabis smoke.

My shower feels empty without you distracting me from washing my hair,
now my only company is a rouge spider wandering over a comb.

The parking lot where we fucked in my car under flickering playground lights sits
empty, an A-frame sign declares that the park is closed.

My anthem for this pandemic bumps through the speaker set plugged into my minivan,
the mirrors vibrate to deep bass behind wistful lyrics.

A phone propped up against my laptop, the facetime still on as we fall asleep next to each other,
unable to feel the warmth of another body through the cold screen,
the absence of a goodnight kiss, a ghost on my lips.

Isolation’s Plush Company

A childhood cow rests cradled
in shaking arms, ever-thinning stuffing
pooling in an over-sized head that flops

side to side, as if searching for a shoulder
to rest on, for someone to lift up its chin
and push back the fur blinding it.

It sits alone, locked in a bedroom
that is crowded with moving boxes waiting
to be packed, slumped over bunched up blanket

sloughing off the side of my twin bed.
As I look into blank button eyes, I feel stuffed
myself, longing for my love’s lost touch now

hours away, kept apart, this sickness
that I feel is not from coronavirus
but from craving his company.

So I lay kisses upon its nose
as if it were him because I am now left
with only his childhood cow clutched

in a tightening grip as he did so long ago,
crying for someone he had yet to meet.

—Submitted on 04/18/2020

Ally Klancnik writes: In my poetry, I often explore sex, love, body image and the complexity of relationships. I am currently working on a book-length manuscript exploring these themes while completing a double BFA in creative writing and studio art at Ripon College.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 09 20 | Roger Patulny

Roger Patulny
Flatpack Hipster

One long night, confined,
I ordered a hipster online.

When he arrived,
I had a quite a time assembling him.
There was no Allen key,
and the instructions were all ticks and crosses
and pictures of sexless men scratching their heads.
So, I took a guess
and glued his beard before I realized
he was back to front and upside down;
and then he wouldn’t stop talking.

I sent him, bearded, babbling
mustardccinos and babyccinos,
to the local café-bar,
but they snickered into handlebars,
and mullets
that there were no more
jobbyccinos.

But, well designed if poorly made,
my flattie hipster
You Tubed how
if inverted, rotated,
and converted
he might just be retained,

and now he makes the tea
down there, by the bay,
and babbles about fair trade winds
while I drink gin,
self-isolate,
and keep on scrolling
through the catalogue.

—Submitted on 06/07/2020

Roger Patulny‘s  poems have appeared in Cordite, InDaily, Dwell Time, The Rye Whisky Review, and other journals.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 09 20 | Jennifer Franklin

Jennifer Franklin
Antigone Realizes Why She Loves the Dead

The only ones who cannot betray me,
I can talk to them without judgment.
They have said every cruel thing
they will utter, stolen everything they will take.
Finished fighting their flawed battles,
they are as tired as I am, crumpled in the corner
of my bed—hiding my eyes under a silver sheet.
They are quiet; their closed mouths

stitched shut like the dolls I wanted
to smash against my bureau after my mother
lined them up around my room. I recite lines
to them when no one listens to prove I am not alone.
Sometimes, I hear them echo the same words back
while the moon watches with its rough, cold face.

—Submitted on 04/10/2020

Jennifer Franklin is the author of No Small Gift (Four Way Books, 2018) and Looming (Elixir Press, 2015). Her poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in American Poetry Review, Blackbird, Boston Review, New England Review, Gettysburg Review, and other journals, as well as in the anthology Alongside We Travel: Contemporary Poets on Autism (New York Quarterly Books, 2019), edited by Sean Thomas Dougherty. Living in New York City, Franklin teaches in the MFA program at Manhattanville College in Purchase, NY, and serves as program director at the Hudson Valley Writers Center.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 09 20 | Brooke Stanicki

Brooke Stanicki
For Breonna Taylor, A Fellow EMT

“There is no COVID-19”, a patient said.
As we rode, sirens blaring.
He grasped at my eyes
But found no wool for him to pull

How lucky am I,
I got to be his usher
Show him past the truck of bodies
Push his stretcher to the door.

Once full of blank certainty
His eyes were colored in,
Not with bright knowledge
But with the dark shade of the truth.

They got no such luxury.
No infinite morgue truck
Of lifeless black bodies
To bring the country to its knees.

They couldn’t argue any longer
So they spray-painted our eyes
And now we cannot avoid
The dark shade of the truth.

And now we cannot avoid the dark shade of the truth.

—Submitted on 06/07/2020

Brooke Stanicki is a pre-medical student at Johns Hopkins University. She works as an EMT in New Jersey. In her spare time, between studying and fencing as a varsity athlete for JHU, she writes fiction and poetry.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 08 20 | Pamela Sumners

Pamela Sumners
This Time Last Year

This time last year a neighbor who always lingers
to talk asked me if we’d noticed the silence of the
chimney swifts and the nighthawks lately. I had not.
This year, with no hum of traffic, with just the shrieks
of little girls in their speckled-egg Easter leggings
tramping the fenced back yard, I do breathe in the full
orchestral range of the birds: the grackles with their
puffed-out pipe whistle plunging so rapidly deep
into a guttural caw, the chimney swifts’ high-toned
chattering, able to call out while still on the wing,
foraging my deck for seeds, battling each other but
sharing with the sparrows. Their claws unfit for perching,
swifts lurch straightaway and bathe by doing a water glide
in flight, their pond in this case a blue plastic wading pool
we keep for the dogs. The swifts cling to the mortar joists
to roost overnight or for nesting, remembering the caves,
the sheer, creviced rock faces jutting over rivers,
the hollowed-out trees where their ancestors foraged. This
is a neighborhood of old trees, of houses with chimneys,
of Olmsted parks and meet-me-in-St. Louis wrought-iron
pickets, a perfect place for the little smudge-gray flyer,
with its cigar-shaped silhouette in flight and its fluid
sweep. They greet the surging dawn like fish singing
into the reef. Sometimes they’ve been seen in small flocks
funneling themselves into the flues like infinitesimal
tornados. They memory-hoard the dark, the cavernous
seclusion of primordial home, love their splendid isolation
in a way that the tenders of lawns, peddlers of provender,
the neighbor instinctually leaning over the fence to you, cannot.

They do not know that the chimney owners are living through
a goddamn featherstroke of history, now nesting with them, awake.

—Submitted on 04/17/2020

Pamela Sumners is the author of a chapbook, Finding Helen (forthcoming from Seven Kitchens Press), and the full-length collection, Ragpicking Ezekiel’s Bones (forthcoming from UnCollected Press). Her work has appeared in Ucity ReviewMudlark PostersEunoia Review, Shot Glass JournalStreetlight Magazine, and other journals, as well as in the 64 Best Poets anthology from Black Mountain Press for both 2018 and 2019, chosen by the editors of The Halcyone literary review. Sumners lives in St. Louis with her wife, son, and three rescue dogs, and works as a constitutional and civil rights lawyer.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 08 20 | Marni Fogelson

Marni Fogelson
Leave the Yeast

Leave the yeast
for those who have
no garden to tend
no lover’s body to tangle with for hours
no children whose hair needs braiding.

Leave the yeast
and the flour too
for them to scatter on the countertop
and knead
until the dough hugs their fingers,
for them to magic into loaves
hollow sounding when rapped with fists
and smelling like the heads of babies
just woken from a nap.

Leave the yeast and the flour
and the idea that these days mean anything more
than the time it takes for bread to
begin and breathe and rise and bake.

There is so much waiting involved
both in baking and in anticipating our uncertain futures.
But one will eat away at us, and the other will feed us.

—Submitted on 06/08/2020

Marni Fogelson is the author of A Cello Named Pablo (CTM Classics, 2017), illustrated by Avi Katz. Her work has appeared in Appalachian Heritage, Domino, Inhabitat, and other journals. Fogelson lives in Philadelphia with her husband, two children, and a beagle mix named Sparky.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 08 20 | Richard Morrison

Richard Morrison
White Pelican Release

Illness is the cage
	Opening, the release
		A white pelican emerges
			Extending
				Its neck, its golden
			Bill to the longed-for sky
Hazel eyes dare us to bear witness
	Preening its feathers
Stretching
	Black-fringed wings
The sweet
			Deliberate steps
				To the water’s edge
			Like a pause between
		Each breath
	Catching in the chest

Is this like death? 

	A sudden
		Beating, a flurry
			Flapping then lifting
		Victory lap above our heads, over
	And around the sullen lake
Straight into a blind horizon

Beautiful
	Magnificent bird
How does it feel to leave this earth?

—Submitted on 04/16/2020

Richard Morrison’s poems have appeared  in Provincetown Arts and Christopher Street, among other publications. He holds an MFA in poetry from Columbia University (1991) and currently serves as editorial director for Fordham University Press.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 08 20 | Ronnie Sirmans

Ronnie Sirmans
Dragons Were Already Here

Poor little baby alligators far from water.
That’s how they tricked us. The babies
were not our gators. They were invasive,
a South American lizard that grows
so large I don’t know why they don’t
call it a dragon. I believe in dragons.
Despite our control efforts, these tegus
have been spotted again where gators
have never feared to tread. But I know:

Dragons were already here even before
the wildlife rangers were keeping track.
Even when I was still in school, I heard
about tegus wearing their pointy white
hoods while drinking beer in the woods.
Back then, tegus with white collars, some
in healthy white coats, turned blind eyes
as desirable men with feared blood died
of an incurable new virus acronymized.

How the years fly by; we come to believe
that we are growing wiser, safer, stronger,
while scales, claws creep into the swamp
and even into our backyards. Were tegus
wearing badges when violence escalated?
Weren’t some tegus wearing flag lapel pins
when they told some of us to shut up? Threats
also can be invisible, so we distance ourselves.
That dry cough? The sound before tegus bite.

—Submitted on 06/08/2020

Ronnie Sirmans‘ poems have appeared in Tar River Poetry, The American Journal of Poetry, Sojourners, Jewish Currents, America, and other journals. An award-winning headline writer, Sirmans lives in metro Atlanta.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 07 20 | Gina Sassano

Gina Sassano
Never A Miss

You were never a miss…they didn’t know. Rushed inside while they waited for more rows. Failing miserably on the account of all others. Your dignity and pride now tossed aside. Unable to speak as voices disappear. Pleading for breath but life was so unclear. Uncharted waters diseased by a plague. Spikes on a fawn appearing out of the brush knowing you deserved a better day.

You were never a miss…mind like no other. Stronger than most with hands of steel. You fought a battle never to be healed. Moving on is a thing of the passed. We are forced to live each day as if it has never passed. Angels replaced us to say goodbye. We had no closure and watch the world continue to spin but really never go bye.

You were never a miss…decisions had to be made. Rollercoaster halted as the ride spiraled to deep. Words from the unknown began to speak. Rocking back and forth hoping to kill the deceit. No doors could be entered as parking lots filled with grief. Heroes walk on bye as they were the only ones able to say goodbye.

—Submitted on 04/16/2020

Gina Sassano writes: My father passed from the virus 2 weeks ago in New York. I have never written anything before. My words describe the moment we had to leave him alone at the hospital to the time we had to say goodbye.

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What Rough Beast | Covid-19 Edition | 06 07 20 | Tim Tomlinson

Tim Tomlinson
Dream

Last night’s dream was like a Chagall.
In one corner, William Barr at a bus stop, smiling.

In another, screeching bats hanging
from the ceiling of a thatch hut.

Frantic, I look for transport
up the river that skirts the two.

This, and it’s weeks before things get really hot.

—Submitted on 06/07/2020

Tim Tomlinson is the author of Requiem for the Tree Fort I Set on Fire (Winter Goose Publishing (2016), and This Is Not Happening to You (Winter Goose Publishing, 2017). His poems have appeared in many journals and anthologies. Tomlinson holds a BA and an MFA from Columbia University. He co-founded New York Writers Workshop, and he teaches in the global liberal studies program at New York University.

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