Flush Left | Ryan Clinesmith | 01 17 23

“Some Other Race”

Playing catch with some unknown uncle 
while in the house everyone is dancing 
to Marc Anthony. And later, I’ll go back
to mom and the stillness of Mahler 
and grandpa’s words, "You’re white, that’s it.” 
Some other pitch I catch in stride to the cross-
section of father’s wish, “I just want him 
	to have blue eyes, blue eyes.” 

When I go inside and see an old lady on the table 
she pulls me up and teaches me to salsa. 
My uncle later says, “That rare synchronicity 
of family in rhythm.” Though I was happy 
to leave, go back to mom that gave dad 
the only thing he wanted: offspring
with the right to check “white” before “other,” 
	though others are all he made. 

—Submitted on 09/26/2022

Ryan Clinesmith‘s poems have appeared in Heavy Feather Review, First Literary Review-East, Blueline Literary Magazine, What Rough Beasts, Prospectus, and other journals. He holds a BA from Emerson College and an MFA in poetry from Hunter College.

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